Jhoey S.R.

I’m nervous right now!

One reason is because I’m about to launch my Indiegogo campaign but i don’t know if people will care enough to give me enough money for this freaking campaign of mine. I’m a stranger to others, I’m only known to my parents, my relatives, my friends, some XLR8 fans and past friends that i’m not even noticing anymore. I feel like i have a huge RIFT surrounding me, every time a Single Fuck was given to me, it enters the black hole that is my cynical non-caring self! I hate it! I FUCKING HATE IT! 

I just want to say that this Indiegogo campaign will make or break me as a person, this will either raise my self esteem or shatter it to little pieces. It’s all or nothing for me, $10,000! that’s all i need! that’s 500,000 pesos in this freaking country! I mean that will make ends meet for us for a total of ten months or so! If i start not thinking about myself and focus on my family for once! I mean it’s not like i’m about to not tell them about this campaign after it succeeds and it’s over (To be honest i’m not really gonna tell them about it if this campaign isn’t that successful but i promise you that i will if it succeeds).

One more thing that i want to say about this campaign is that i’m being ambitious! But it’s actually just an option for them to reach the amount of backers that i want! I want 100,000 backers in this campaign of mine, i mean Double Fine had 87,000 backers to their project, I want to break the record for “most backers in a single crowd funding site campaign”, who knows maybe this campaign will put me in the Guiness Book of World Records (If i’m spelling it correctly), anything is possible this days, I mean we have Lady Gaga and Justin Bieber in the Pop Scene right!

I’m gonna offer perks that are $2 at their lowest and $10,000 at their highest (Note: I haven’t really work on what perks i’m gonna offer to my future backers). If one generous single backer will take the $10,000 perk, My campaign will be successful, i will actually be happy with one backer on my campaign that will claim my $10,000 perk or 40 backers that will claim the $250 perk or any perk-backer combination in between those two perks, less work for me, but i’m gonna have to be very creative with the $250 and above perks i’m gonna offer, maybe i’m gonna offer my friendship to them in return if they claim the $250 perk. (By the way kids! that’s a bad idea to do in real life, especially if your not as grown up as me, I’m like 20 years old, I can do whatever i want because i have had an idle life for the past 15 years of my life, you kids have a lot of beautiful things ahead of you)

So in reality since I’m absolutely sure that i will never get 100,000 backers for my Indiegogo campaign because I know it’s so impossible, I’m gonna offer humiliating things to do if my campaign reach 100 K, 250 K, 500 K, 750 K or 1 million backers, hell if my backer numbers reach 2 million i might do all five humiliating things at the same time, as the number of backers becomes higher, the longer I’m gonna do those humiliating things all at once, If your into watching people humiliating themselves in the Interwebs! That’s only if my campaign reach that many backers within 33 days that the campaign will run and trust me that is so impossible, I mean how am i gonna collect 61 K backers each day, I’m gonna try to collect some influential people to help me spread the word for my Indiegogo campaign, but even their strangers to me, let alone me to them, Let’s see what happens Homies.

So that’s it i guess, I’m not really blogging for myself at this point … well actually i am since only one person is following my blog and i’m not even sure if they still exist or their really human in real life, i’m actually blogging for my family now since i’m dedicating my Indiegogo campaign for my family since they have sheltered me through the pain, suffering and disagreements we have with each other. I love them so much and God knows how much i want to ease the burdens of my parents. God Bless, Take Care and Have a Great Day Ahead.

6th Trimester and Wednesdays, THE WORST!

Apparently this Trimester has been the worst for me in AMA Fairview. Controversy struck when the Distribution of Scholarships Forms where done early, for no apparent reason, I mean they fucking posted the dates for completion literally a week after they released our grades, Fuckin Hell! What was that about. And before that i was bashed for bashing a P.A.’s Fucked Up Bitchy attitude, i admit that it was wrong for me to bash her for the wrong doings that a group of people have been doing recently but she just have this Unfriendly and Unapproachable attitude when I’m trying to be humorous and she just replied in a manner that i don’t like, you know if she was younger i would have smacked her right in the face or even kicked her ass right next to the next block, so were just both wrong, but have the advantage because I’m more approachable attitude but with an Unapproachable face hehehe XD

You know what made me feel worse?! i got flack for Bashing a Bitch and no one backed me up. Not even the person whom i expected to do that for me, now i distrust her more than i respect her. She’s now a Bitch that i use to know, she say that she always go to St. Claire church, but when i went there for 9 straight days, she wasn’t even there, You Fucking Bitch! Good thing your near your Citizenship status and my mom distrust you or else i would have been led astray or you would have faced the Wrath of a Returning Bastard with the Claws of a Bitch!

Next, The School Directress resigned for no apparent reason, only to find later that she was taking a lot of money from the school without the permission of the Main owner school itself, FUCKIN HELL! You Bitch! What the hell are you thinking, if i was famous i would really say your name live on Philippine Television, give a Million Peso reward for her capture and make you explain why you resigned for no apparent, because i need to admit, a lot of what I’m hearing are apparently rumors but she still needs to explain her resignation properly or i will give ten police a million dollars each to torture her till she breaks her will to live.

Yes i have acquired a Cynical attitude; one factor would be The Three Bitches i mentioned earlier (Not gonna name them), second would be the Cynical Brit and third would be a best friend of mine that has been there for me since i started attending AMA Fairview. I think having a Cynical attitude is right now the it thing because i really want to piss of all the idiots who’s been fan boying or fan girling mindlessly without even thinking that their ruining the image of the person their admiring. Plus having lots of cynicism stored inside of you, especially when you have lots of crushes (Boys and Girls) like me, you can let that cynicism out and they wont easily know if they still have a crush on you or not, especially when they already know that you have a crush on them.

At least what came out of this Trimester is a change of attitude which makes me edgier, fiercer, braver and stronger. This attitude will let them know that I’m not to be messed with, Letting them know that I’m not the same guy that they used to know who was kind and caring whether my friends are doing well or not. As long as their all still alive, that’s how much i care about them right now, once in a while i nudge them to my old habit of craziness but other than that I’m not the least bit curious if it’s been a long time since they posted on Facebook, the Fuck do i care, they didn’t even greet me during my birthday why should i, if they posted a Facebook status, i read them, like it and comment, then move on, beyond that I don’t care the fuck anymore.

So there, no more drama, just an attitude that you will often see from me if you mess with me, So don’t be a dick, a bitch, a bastard, a motherfucker, an asshole or even a shithead to my life or you will face Hell, a Hell that you have never experienced before, A Hell that will break your will to live.

As of right now, My accounts are in Total Information White Wash

My Tumblr, Facebook (both Fan Page and Profile account) and My second twitter is in total Information White wash, pictures are inaccessible and can’t be seen completely unless you are able to hack my account in a manner and manage to change my settings.  Sometimes i need to just make my information not known to other in order for some of you to not get hurt by my actions, please do know that my life is not of your concern, it’s not that fixed yet, when my life is now fixed, maybe i could change my mind and let you see the new person i have been working on for myself , for the first time no one will know what I’m up to because I’m secretly doing something that will totally change your perspective of me as a person, watch out everybody because your gonna see the new me, He will be coming soon.